deus ex machina

Crappy. That would basically summarize my week, by far.

I know I’ve been down with the flu lately but once it’s over, what’s out there waiting for me? I hate to sound like a pessimist, but reality bites. When you are miserable, you have this weird hunch that things are only going to get worse. So much so that it surprises you when it does not turn out that way.

I am now craving a short break. Just a little time to reflect and ruminate. Indeed, I have caught myself riding the fast lane one too many times recently. So, I had to step on the brake before I go on a downward spiral.

I just need something to break this chain of unnecessary events in my life – my granma’s death, my flu, etc. It’s been overwhelming, really. Maybe what I really need is a fresh start. (And fittingly enough, May is about to unveil).

Surprise, surprise!! Tomorrow’s another monthsary!

Maybe this is my deus ex machina. A divine intervention of sorts. I can’t wait to see how it turns out. And what’s more with some plans for the end of May? A last-minute summer getaway. Hmm, it’s still too early to tell. And yet, I am already eyeing another one that could potentially fall under our “best 24 hours” list.

So, things aren’t so bad after all!