mourning

For days, I’ve been juggling ideas, wanting to write a new post on my blog, and share some deep-wrought thoughts. These thoughts went through major revisions in my head (because I am very keen on censoring myself before voicing them out), flipping thoughts over one side to the other, thinking of better ways to pen down those ideas-slash-perception-slash-insight-slash-whatever you call them. Until…the thought was lost.

I cannot revive it. I kept going back into the deepest recesses of my brain and it was gone. Only now, it is gone forever.

Maybe next time random would work better for me. Argh!